Tagged by steph again...

1. Does it matter to you if your boyfriend or girlfriend smoke?
I will be very mind bout it but it is hard to say coz love is BLIND! :)

2. How about drinking?
Myself drink bit too.. It is ok to drink in some occasion n event.

3. Do you like someone you can’t have?
I will not like who dun like me.. but it is very hard to expect becoz as i answer in question no. 1, love is BLIND n it can be really BLIND sometimes.

4. If someone liked you right now, would you want them to tell you?
I would like to know so tat i know how to treat him in the future.. juz tell me, maybe i'm loving u now.. who know?

5. What’s your favourite sport?
I love to swim but i dunno how to swim, i love to jog but i never jog, i love yoga but i stop to learn yoga d.. So, wat's my favorite sport?

6. Its Saturday night, and you’re home alone… what do you do?
If in Kampar, sure i will online, maybe update blog or draft story..
If in Sitiawan, kacau my family members or friends, maybe i will watch some movies or tv..

7. Do you like roller coasters?
yeah.. I like it but i will not try it.

8. When’s the perfect time to have a bf/gf?
When u feel tat u r in love wit some1..

9. If you could date any celebrity, who would it be?
Justin TImberlake, because he is so sexy..

10. What are you doing this weekend?
Accompany my parent, do facial, hang out wit yh n going to watch Diary of the Dead later on 9.30pm.. who r interest can meet me there later..

11. What is your favorite restaurant?
as long as it is a hygiene restaurant, i will like it..

12. Have you ever hugged someone?
some babies n babes..

13. Ever kissed someone you weren’t attracted to?
Never..

14. Do you like anyone right now?
like? wat kind of like? friendship, love for family members or LOVE?

15. What is the first thing you notice about the opposite sex?
LOOKS, and height and body shape maybe~ =)

16. Which do you prefer, Beach or Mountains?
beach, it give me peaceful feeling.. n ROMANTIC too.. =P

17. What kind of phone do you have?
i'm using my dream phone, although it is not as perfect as u think, but it is my dream phone..

18. Computer or Laptop?
Laptop..

19. Jeans or Sweats?
Jeans..

20. Which year(s) has/have been the best so far?
How i answer this question? Every year is so different n have different good things make it perfect..

21. How old are you gonna be on your next birthday?
19.. My birthday is coming n i'm going to become so old! =.=///

22. What should you be doing right now?
have meal in yh's house..

23. What is your favourite TV show?
I didn't watch tv show for long time d..

24. What’s been your last purchase?
movie ticket..

25. Are you attracted to girls/boys that smoke?
not at all..

26. Have you ever fallen on your butt in front of a crowd of people?
nope, i think.. i can't remember it at all..

27. What do you do when you’re at home?
kampar home or sitiawan home?
in kampar home, usually i on9 n play mini games all the time.
in sitiawan, i love to stick wit my family members..

28. What is your favourite subject?
because of exam, i dun like the subject anymore..

29. What’s the best thing that’s ever happened to you?
have a very happy family n best friends..

30. 10 people to tag:
i'm a very nice person, juz reply if u interest..

Taylor Swift - Love Story

We were both young when I first saw you
I close my eyes
And the flashback starts
I'm standing there
On a balcony of summer air

See the lights,
See the party, the ball gowns
I see you make your way through the crowd
You say hello
Little did I know

That you were Romeo you were throwing pebbles
And my daddy said stay away from Juliet
And I was crying on the staircase
Begging you please don't go, and I said:

Romeo take me somewhere we can be alone
I'll be waiting all there's left to do is run
You'll be the prince and I'll be the princess
It's a love story baby just say yes

So I sneak out to the garden to see you
We keep quiet cause we're dead if they know
So close your eyes
Escape this town for a little while

Cause you were Romeo I was a scarlet letter
And my daddy said stay away from Juliet
But you were everything to me
I was begging you please don't go and I said:

Romeo take me somewhere we can be alone
I'll be waiting all there's left to do is run
You'll be the prince and I'll be the princess
It's a love story baby just say yes

Romeo save me, they try to tell me how to feel
This love is difficult, but it's real,
Don't be afraid
We'll make it out of this mess
It's a love story baby just say yes, oh,

I got tired of waiting
Wondering if you were ever coming around
My faith in you was fading
When I met you on the outskirts of town I said:

Romeo save me I've been feeling so alone
I keep waiting for you but you never come
Is this in my head, I don't know what to think
He knealt to the ground and pulled out a ring

And said:

Marry me Juliet you'll never have to be alone
I love you and that's all I really know
I talked to your dad go pick out a white dress
It's a love story baby just say yes

Oh, oh, oh

Oh, oh, oh, oh

Cause we were both young when I first saw you

Love Story - Taylor Swift [OFFICIAL VIDEO!]

Love Story - Taylor Swift [sim 2 version

我要捐血，but。。

今天，我真的是鼓起很大的勇气，作出最后的心理准备，冲去捐血。
填好表格，其实自己心理有数是underweight的。
之前，sem 1的时候因为很多的不开心，我暴瘦到41kg。
不过，话虽然这么说，我以前也从来没有超过45Kg。
在排队的时候，我打电话给爸爸告诉他。


爸爸： 捐血很好啊~会有医疗优惠。
妈妈： 你身体不好，捐什么血？
我：我想试一下嘛。。miko想捐。我现在很怕。
爸爸： 哈哈~会怕还跑去捐？


第一关，量体重。
我站上去。
那个男同学一直看，我也底下头
<45kg（我不愿公开自己的体重，不好意思）
==///
我突然觉得很丢脸
他说“站好来。”
我站直直，眼睛看直线。


“No.13 cancel。”
miko已经笑到不行了，我觉得脸超热的。
“嗯，拜托，差一点点而已嘛。。可以让我捐吗？”
他只是一直说“不好意思，对不起。”
我不肯下来，死都要求他通融。
他说“你回家吃多多，五月还有一次，那时你再来。”
我说“现在我已经觉得很不好意思了。”
颜面何存！
他说“你有心就好，没关系的。”


ok，算。


我是不高兴自己做好心理准备结果这样，我也是鼓起勇气才敢来的。


没关系咯。。陪miko验别的。


我亲眼看着那支针刺进她的肉里。
好粗。

我说她拿着那粉红色的盒子还真像囚犯拿食物时的样子。


原来血可以流得这么快，
人真的很脆弱。



我一直在一旁访问她。
我：会痛吗？
miko：刚刚插进肉会痛，可是后来都没感觉。
我：针这样一直在肉里没感觉？
miko：没有哦。。只是觉得有东西流出来。
我：会烧烧的吗？
miko：不会。



总之
我在旁边jiliguala
我说：如果我捐血，我一定会看着针刺进肉那一幕。
我就是这样，
既然都已经要做，
没有什么要害怕。



300ml

看起来很大一包，

其实很少。

捐血后有盒包装的Milo，橙，饼干。

我想在这里呼吁大家，

有机会的话就去附近的医院捐血吧！

当我看到大家捐出来的血，我突然觉得原来是多么的入不敷出。

每一天，都有很多病人在等待你的血，而你小小的付出，却可以用来救命。

大家一起响应捐血活动吧！

捐血的好處
捐血是件利己利人的善行義舉；不但可以促進血液新陳代謝，有益自己的身體健康，更重要的是可以幫助傷病患者挽救生命。

不过，捐血者有下列情況之一者，永不得捐血：
　 　(一) 曾患惡性腫瘤、白血病或其他經醫師認為永久不得供血者。
　 　(二) 血友病病患、或曾有出血不止、抽痙或昏迷之病史者。
　 　(三) 曾罹患庫賈氏病(CJD)、曾注射人類腦下垂體生長激素者、曾接受硬腦膜移植者、家族內有罹患庫賈氏病史者。
　 　(四) Ｂ型肝炎表面抗原酵素免疫測定法檢驗呈陽性反應，暫緩捐血半年之後複檢仍呈陽性者；或複檢呈陰性，而Ｂ型肝炎抗體檢驗亦 呈陰性反應者。
　 　(五) Ｃ型肝炎病毒抗體酵素免疫測定法檢驗呈陽性反應，暫緩捐血半年之後複檢仍呈陽性者。如複檢呈陰性，仍須暫緩捐血再經半年後第二次複檢酵素免疫測定法或RIBA法檢驗，任何一項呈陽性或不確定反應者。
　 　(六) 人類嗜Ｔ淋巴球病毒第一、二型抗體(anti-HTLV I/II)酵素免疫測定法及西方墨點法(Western Blot)檢驗均呈陽性反應者；或酵素免疫測定法檢驗呈陽性，暫緩捐血半年之後複檢，仍呈陽性反應者
　 　(七) 人類免疫缺乏病毒抗體酵素免疫測定法檢驗呈陽性，而西方墨點法亦呈陽性反應或不確定反應者；或酵素免疫測定法檢驗呈陽性反應，暫緩捐血半年之後複檢，酵素免疫測定法、西方墨點法、PCR基因檢驗法等，任何一項呈陽性反應者。
　 　(八) 曾有吸毒、慢性酒精中毒及ＡＩＤＳ高危險群者(包括靜脈注射藥物成癮、同性戀、雙性戀)。
　 　(九) 曾為ＡＩＤＳ患者及前款所稱ＡＩＤＳ高危險群之性伴侶者
　 　(十) 從事色情行業者。
　 　(十一) 多重性伴侶者。

---http://163.20.25.5/bensonli/bloodlist/Blood.htm

还有，最重要的是，体重得超过45kg！！

后来在班上，

大家一直说捐血后的感受，

大家都很高兴，很想再捐，

而我却呆呆的在想要怎样在一夜之间可以达到捐血的条件。

其实，

我真的很不爽。

我不想肥，却很想捐血。

提早庆生

有位ex-schoolmate恩，
约我和evon去佛堂的一个迎新会，
吃完晚餐后，
才知道原来有个庆祝1月-3月生日的仪式。

全部都是1月-3月生日的朋友

我就是穿橙色t-shirt的那个

(*^0^*)

我们的蛋糕

每个生日的朋友都有张恩送的生日卡。

封面

里面写了很多祝福语

每个人的卡片都不一样哦。。

谢谢。

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今天的westlake很热闹，

new intake students, degree的，

好多好多人，

很怕一下。

不知道为什么，

看着他们，

我从心底觉得可怕。

她说“有的你们笑就好笑，日后的日子，是你们无法预测的痛苦。”

我看着她皱起眉头的样子，苦苦的挤出笑容说“可能他们会快乐，谁知道。”

人生课

从ET™那里看到了很有意思的句子，所以拿来这里跟大家分享。

别忘记我们的地球至少已有五十亿年了，我们哪有精力还一直活在过去呢？

往事是你记得的，你自以为你记得的，你说服自己你记得的，或佯装你记得的东西。

品特语录

今天上完一堂课，有半小时的时间休息。我用了这半个小时的时间，静静的沉思默想自己遇到的事情。当时的我就在想，在这五十亿年来，我就只是一直在重复先人们遇到的问题。而在将来的将来，我回头看到一个为了跟我今天遇到的事在难过的孩子，也许，我会轻轻莞尔。

不是吗？人们用自己的青春，换取人生哲学、经验。一个人，不可能同时拥有年轻和很多的人生观。我们都在用自己现在拥有的，换取对将来更有帮助的知识。这就是人生。在人百年归老后，带着满满所见所闻离开，才叫成功。

虽然在这短短的几个月里，我饱受煎熬，我虽然气愤、我当然也愤怒，更加恨上天让我人生崎岖，但是我明白，自己真的学了很多，而我依然是我，我的原则不会因为我所遇到的改变。

我不会因为种种原因，而不再对人类付出真心，我不想幼稚的对全世界宣布说“朋友不是很重要而已，你让我更加确定对人类这种生物根本不应该真诚相对”。又有谁敢说，我这辈子就因为认识到你这种人所以我以后都不交朋友？

深思熟滤后，我还是没有办法下定决心做出那个决定。想对损友刘说，可能是我自己犯贱吧？不过，我真的累得没有办法再去重新来过。

经过这么多事，我只想对一些人说“狗急跳墙，就算是一只中了癌症的猫，在你不断的惹怒下，我猜想它一定愿意用自己的生命去拼搏，以争取一点点的宁静。”

纸包不住火，然而被火灼伤的人是我却不是纵火之人。
该说这世界不公平，还是说纵火之人的抱应时机未到？

Kena tagged by hotspring007 a.k.a steph ...

Do the "Letter MEME". Tag no less than 5 other people, and leave them a comment, informing them that they have been tagged. Then copy the "How-to" Letter Meme, and finish your Journal entry.



Dear ________(the last person who left a comment on your blog/journal): I don't really know how to tell you this, but ___1___. I think I realized it___2___ ___3___ and I saw you ___4___ ___5___. I'm sure you're ___6___enough to understand ___7___. I'm returning ___8___ to you, but I'll keep___9___ as a memory. You should also know that I ___10___ ___11___ . ___12___, -Your name-



Fill in the blanks with choices of answers as below:



1. What's the color of your shirt?

Blue- Our romance is over

Red- Our affair is over

White- I'll join the monastery

Black- I dislike you

Green - Our horoscope doesn't match

Grey - You're a pervert

Yellow - I'm selling myself

Pink - Your nostrils are insulting

Brown - The mafia wants you

No shirt - You're a loser

Other - I'm in love with your sister



2. Which is your birth month?



January - That night

February - Last year

March - When your dwarf bit me

April - When I tripped on sesame seeds

May - First of May

June - When you put cuffs on me

July - When I threw up

August - When I saw the shrunken head

September - When we skinny dipped

October - When I quoted Santa

November - When your dog ran amok

December - When I changed tennis shoes



3. Which food do you prefer?



Tacos - In your apartment

Pizza - In your camping car

Pasta - Outside of Chicago

Hamburgers - Under the bus

Salad - As you ate enchilada

Chicken - In your closet

Kebab - With ParisHilton

Fish - In women's clothing

Sandwiches - At the Hare Krishna graduation

Lasagna - At the mental hospital

Hot dog - Under a state of trance

None of the above - With George Bush and his wife



4. What's the color of your socks?



Yellow - Hit on

Red - Insult

Black - Ignore

Blue - Knock out

Purple - Pour syrup on

White - Carve your initials into

Grey - Pull the clothes off

Brown - Put leeches on

Orange - Castrate

Pink - Pull the toupee off

Barefoot - Sit on

Other - Drive out



5. What's the color of your underwear?

Black - My best friend

White - My father

Grey - Bill ClintonBrown - My fart balloon

Purple - My mustard soufflé

Red - Donald Duck

Blue - My avocado plant

Yellow - My penpal in Ghana

Orange - My Kid Rock-collection

Pink - Manchester United's goalkeeper

None - My John F. Kennedy-statue

Other - The crazy monk



6. What do you prefer to watch on TV?



Scrubs - Man O.C. - Emotional

One Tree Hill - Open Heroes - Frostbitten

Lost - High House - Scared

Simpsons - CowardlyThe news - Mongolic

Idol - Masochistic

Family Guy - Senile

Top Model - Middle-class

None of the above - Ashamed



7. Your mood right now?

Happy - How awful I've felt

Sad - How boring you are

Bored - That Santa doesn't exist

Angry - That your pimples are at the last stage

Depressed - That we're cousins

Excited - That there is no solution to this

Nervous - The middle-east

Worried - That your Honda sucks

Apathetic - That I did a sex-change

Ashamed - That I'm allergic to your hamster

Cuddly - That I get turned on by garbage men

Overjoyous - That I'm open

Other - That Extreme Home Makeover sucks



8. What's the color of your walls in your bedroom?



White - Your ring

Yellow - Your love letters

Red - Your Darth Vader-poster

Black - Your tame stone

Blue - The couch cushions

Green - The pictures from LA

Orange - Your false teeth

Brown - Your contact book

Grey - Our matching snoopy-bibs

Purple - Your old lottery coupons

Pink - How awful I've felt

Other - Your memories from the military service



9. The first letter of your first name?



A/B - Your photo

C/D - The oil stocks

E/F - Your neighbour Martin

G/H - My virginity

I/J - The results of your blood-sample

K/L - Your left ear

M/N - Your suicide note

O/P - My common sense

Q/R - Your mom

S/T - Your collection of butterflies

U/V - Your criminal record

W/X - David's tricot outfits

Y/Z - Your grades from college



10. The last letter in your last name?



A/B - Hate your guts

C/D - Never will forget

E/F - Always wanted to break

G/H - Never openly mocked

I/J - Always have felt dirty before

K/L - Will tell the authorities about

M/N - Told in my confession today about

O/P - Was interviewed by the Times about

Q/R - Told my psychiatrist about

S/T - Get sick when I think of

U/V - Always will try to forget

W/X - Am better off without

Y/Z - Never liked



11. What do you prefer to drink?



Water- Our friendship

Beer - Senility

Soft drink - A new life as a clone

Soda - The incarnation as an eskimo

Milk - The apartment building

Wine - Cocaine abuse

Cider - A passionate interest for mice

Juice - Oprah Winfrey imitations

Mineralwater - Embarrassing

Hot chocolate - rashEggplant- fetishism

Whisky - To ruin the second world war

Other - To hate the Boston Celtics



12. To which country would you prefer to go on a vacation?



Thailand - Warm regards

USA - Best regards

England - Good luck on your short-term leave from jail

Spain - Go and drown yourself

China - Disgusting regards

Germany - With ease

Japan - Go burn

Greece - Your everlasting enemy

Australia - Greetings to your frog Leonard

Egypt - Fuck off now

France - In pain



_________________________________________________________________


Now, let's have a look at my Letter MEME shall we? :)



Dear Stephanie: I don't really know how to tell you this, but our romance is over.I think I realized it last year in your camping car and I saw you sit on my mustard soufflé. I'm sure you're ashamed enough to understand that Santa doesn't exist.I'm returning your love letters to you, but I'll keep your suicide note as a memory. You should also know that I never liked a new life as a clone.

With ease,
Yucca




my turn to tag ppl now !

1. Sure are you, Connie Foo

2. Here you are, Terence

3. 马戏团站长, 小丑

4. 凡人旅館

no d...

心碎

当两个人的爱情逝去时
剩下的除了心碎和回忆
还有什么？

看着你涨满泪水的眼眶
我还以为变了的人是我
其实不是？

原来你早就变了
只是我一直没发现
你依然留着我的原因是什么？

有人告诉我
这种心碎的感觉一次就够了

越美丽的回忆
越大声的心碎

一次难道还不够痛？