Can anybody out there feel me?

Lenka - The Show

I miss the time that we eat in the class during class/break.
I miss the time that we always bring food to school and share together.
I miss the time that we gossip in the toilet together.
I miss the time that we talk crap in class.
I miss the time that we skip class for no reason.
I miss the time that we copy answers for homework.
I miss the time that we attend our PJK together.
I miss the time that we steal canteen food together.
I miss the time that we eat herbal egg, I eat the yolk you eat the egg white.
I miss the time that we stay back together.
I miss the time that we study together.
And I miss the most is that we got tips for exam!!!
And also Holidays!!!

Toodles for now.

Lots love from me<3

by米立

I need to mourn

Thriving Ivory - Angels On The Moon




I need to mourn and hide.
I feel so helpless.
My life is wonderful.
I've got no problems.
I have everything I want.
My parents love me, I've got all the support and in fact, it's more than I'll ever need.
But
I'm empty.
I feel like the worst idiot in this whole fucked up world.
How could I've been so blind?
I need to mourn, conclusively...
I need to stop breathing.
Then tell myself that I shouldn't think about him anymore.
Get over it.
Off with all that crap.
Brain wash me if you have to, but no matter how hard I try, I can't seem to ignore the fact that deep down in my little heart I have crazy jumbled up feelings for him.
Leave me alone.
Just let me be a human with no feelings.
I need to get a life.
I need to wake up.




by 米立

Gave up

Christina Vidal - Take Me Away



When you get real pissed of something.
You never care, but just let it go.
Because it goes better with the flow.
No point forcing the pick up when it is going with the flow.
Being all stupid.
I can only describe with this not so decent word.
Stupid figuring out what best you can do else.
And now, I'm tired of trying.
So now I give up and I have gave up.
Living in a world within myself ain't that bad.
I enjoy being so and stop giving out so much.
Instead I shall start receiving instead of giving.
Probably another stage of life I'm stepping on for now.
I hope everything goes as smooth as it could.
Am I trustable?
I start wondering at one point.
Perhaps I'm just myself, stubborn, the one that lives in my own world.
The one that has a strong way of viewing problems.

Consider me a human.

Toodles.



by 米立

Let the time do the part!

Marie Digby - Spell

A lot of things happen lately and yesterday was the time to come to an end.
The ending came out as what I expected and unexpected. From bad to worse.
Maybe that wasn't the real ending, there might have something to continue.
Hope it ends with a better ending. =/

I'm way too tired to think for now.
Ta for the moment.

by 米立